a journey it trully has been for me
a life filled with ups and downs
a road driven with plains and bumps
a face painted with smiles and frowns
the struggles i've been through were never easy
there was even a time that i almost gave up
and when everyone has already given up on me
my dad stood still, he never stopped
the friends i knew were quite a lot
i thank them for giving color to my life
but then a lot of friends really won't count
when not all would stay in times of strife
Trust is very hard to find
For now a days betrayal is easy
Trust is very hard to give
Coz even a family could be the enemy
in this world full of temptation
Love, purity and selflessness should go together
it starts in our hearts and then to our family,
then the community and the world will be stronger
i have learned a bunch of lessons
especially after what i've been through
though i still can't find answers to everything in life
i'm so happy that my life has started anew
through the pains and triumphs of this journey
i have managed to continue to fight
with whatever darkness that comes my way
the Lord is always there to show me light
i thank Him for the blessings He gave
for my family, my friends
for the strength, the understanding, and the hope
may He continue to shower His love till the end
the different side 0f me... a p0et...
yeah, y0u may be surprised t0 know this side 0f me... i may be the outg0ing type 0f pers0n but there is als0 a side 0f me that wishes t0 g0 deeper and meditate on the things that s0me 0f us are experiencing...
i made this blog because i want to freely post the poems i made ever since the day that i realized that i should c0mpile them and share them to the people around me... ^^
i love writing poems. i write poems when i feel it coming, may it be anywhere, anytime or with anyone. i don't know where i get these words and i also don't kn0w what really pushes me to do so, but to me it doesn't matter, because i know that it is a blessing from God. so, i hope y0u will enjoy reading my posted blogs... ^^ Thank y0u and God bless always... ^^
i made this blog because i want to freely post the poems i made ever since the day that i realized that i should c0mpile them and share them to the people around me... ^^
i love writing poems. i write poems when i feel it coming, may it be anywhere, anytime or with anyone. i don't know where i get these words and i also don't kn0w what really pushes me to do so, but to me it doesn't matter, because i know that it is a blessing from God. so, i hope y0u will enjoy reading my posted blogs... ^^ Thank y0u and God bless always... ^^
---------------------------ENJ0Y!----------------------------
Thursday, September 20, 2012
Friday, August 24, 2012
Forgive Me
Before you came into my life
Every smile was temporary
Everyday I kept on living
With a heavy burden behind, I carry
Before you came into my life
I dishonored my mother and father
I did things out of revenge
I said words of hate and anger
I didn't know what my life for
I didn't know which way to go
But then you came and show the way
So now Lord, in my heart, please stay
Father, forgive me, for all the wrong I did before
For all the pain I cost you
Father, forgive me, that I once chose the darkest road
But now I'm so thankful, I am saved, by You
Every smile was temporary
Everyday I kept on living
With a heavy burden behind, I carry
Before you came into my life
I dishonored my mother and father
I did things out of revenge
I said words of hate and anger
I didn't know what my life for
I didn't know which way to go
But then you came and show the way
So now Lord, in my heart, please stay
Father, forgive me, for all the wrong I did before
For all the pain I cost you
Father, forgive me, that I once chose the darkest road
But now I'm so thankful, I am saved, by You
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Have You Ever... ? (4/4/2010)
And get out fr0m the mess that has bugged y0u all day?
Have y0u ever felt like wanting to scream?
The w0rds that y0ur heart desire and dream?
Have y0u ever felt like telling the truth?
So y0u c0uld st0p hiding, let y0ur s0ul s0oth?
Have y0u ever felt like sh0wing it all?
So pe0ple won't be surprised when y0u brawl?
Have you ever felt so gl0omy inside?
Wishing y0ur l0ved one was just by y0ur side?
Have y0u ever felt like st0pping the time?
And stay in that m0ment f0rever, devine?
Have y0u ever felt like crying y0ur lungs out?
And relase all the hurt, the fear and the d0ubt?
Have y0u ever felt like wanting to sleep?
And never wake up fr0m that slumber s0 deep?
Have y0u ever written a p0em like this?
Just to make y0u feel better and take y0u on a bliss?
Have y0u ever w0ndered why i p0sted this p0em?
So y0u w0uld kn0w h0w I s0metimes feel when i'm at h0me... ;c
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Dead and Gone
Happiness was what we both had
We laughed and cried, we were never sad
But now i see we're both done
Those days with you are dead and gone
You said some words that made me feel
Your love for me, but it wasn't real
Coz now i know you aren't the one
Those days with you are dead and gone
You hugged me tight and didn't wanna let go
My girlfriends said twas just for the show
Yes they were right, you really felt none
Those days with you are dead and gone
So now i'll say this final goodbye
Don't show me those fake tears and cry
Your show has ended, I've had enough, son
Coz those days with you are so dead and gone
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
You, A friend, A lie
i know its hard to feel this way
But theres nothing i could do to make it go away
You've been my friend since the day i was born
But now our bond has already been torn
You said forever friends we'll be
But now those words meant nothing to me
Coz you have broken my heart to pieces
And threw those bits to different places
How cound you do such a stupid thing
You didn't think of how much hurt it would bring
To lie and treat me like a dumb person
Look at us now, i hope you learned your lesson
I hope someday you'll earn a price
A price thats made up of all your lies
It will be read to the whole wide world
So that everyone will know how your tongue curled and curled
I didn't expect all this could happen
To me, to you and to the group you fell in
As a solution you decided to go far far away
But don't worry, we're now happy, every single day
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
A poem i found in my drawer (title? anyone?)
(pls. give me a go0d title f0r this... thanks)
why do i feel this way for you?
You are just a friend, that is so true
when i see your face, it makes me smile
i just want to be with you, even just for a while.
i feel so confused in what is really my point
look, i can't even move my knee joint
i'm having nose bleed just thinking of you
but still, i know, i don't wanna feel blue
i'm writing this poem just to let my heart say
doesn't matter if we're only friends, i just want you to stay
studying my lessons and reading my book
i just want to go to you to take one last look
i don't know what is in you that blows me away
i even know that you're a player, but i don't wanna play
i'm still thinking on what to write next
and there are so many things that i want to put in text
yes, you are the song that makes my heart sing
i hope that you see me as just the same thing
so i think this is the time that i say goodbye
coz my mind is going crazy and i still don't know why
wish i could just tell you how i feel right now
i just wanna let you know that i miss you somehow
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